Author: Niki Maria

Heart to Heart

I have been blessed, and I have been cursed. Life is a double edged sword. In my life I have had the amazing experience of a strong, loyal and fiercely connected family. It has been a blessing unlike anything I could ever put into words. But it’s also a curse to love so many people.

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Deafening Defeat…

My anger quelled today. I realized a number of things that were flawed in my thought process about my aunt dying at the hands of the pandemic. The magic that I believed in was tested and I feel like I partially failed at that test. Here’s what I learned. Anger is Part of the Normal

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If I Shall Die Before I Wake…

People are sick. People are dying. My family barely braced for the loss of my aunt Joanne, before she was gone faster than a speeding train. I am feeling the pain, agony and desperation of loss in the air and it’s suffocating me. I feel like each death is leaving its mark on me. Death

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Rae’s Confession: The Book Almost Didn’t Happen?

“For many years, these worries ran the show. My team of inner critics ruled my life and kept me from writing this book for you.” – Amber Rae “Choose Wonder Over Worry” About “Confession: I Was Dying with my Gifts Still Inside” Procrastination. The not-so-gentle nudge of the what-if’s. The thoughts of the world not

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Choosing Wonder

Choosing Wonder IS the easiest choice. Wonder expresses how much you value the feelings of anxiety and how badly you want to heal those feelings. Amber Rae offers some amazing advice in her authentic book, “Choose Wonder over Worry.”

Super Bummed

I have been sick to my stomach all night. Absolutely hate this. I don’t want a stomach bug right now!! Been burning up all night feeling like absolute death, which is making my anxiety so high. I have tossed and turned till I finally decided to write out my anxiety. I started a new job

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How To Love Someone Unconditionally

I have heard the advice on the topic of lasting love from happily married couples repeating itself in my mind. The secret to lasting love is learning to love someone unconditionally. Sounds so easy right? Unfortunately, I have never had a basic knowledge for what it means or what it takes to love someone unconditionally

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